Thinking about feeling

I am thinking about
what I am feeling.
These feelings are 
intense
and passionate.
Real.

I have to get in touch
with my feelings
in the moment
and get out of my analytical
mind
always thinking
about feeling
and not 
just feeling.
Let me think about
how I can stop
thinking about
how to get
out of my head
and into the 
moment. 

I keep thinking
and thinking
about 
why 
I can't 
just be
sponteneous
emotional
filled with
a sense
of awe.

I remember
I was 
in awe.
It feels like
it just happened.
I remember
the feeling
of being
in awe.